I feel so tired!

 

https://beccysplace.com/candy-canes-digital-stamps/ # 30

https://kraftychickschallenge.blogspot.com/ #28

When we started writing about Lars' illness - perhaps to open more up  about the difficult journey of dementia and Parkinson's - we could't have imagine where this journey would take us. There have been ups and downs. Unfortunately, this is a difficult part of the journey.

In the past month I have felt like giving up several times! I have prayed and prayed for strength and insight to understand the meaning behind what is happening around us.

If I didn't experience it myself, I would think it was either exaggerated or free imagination.

Shortly after my last post, it all went wrong. In short, Lars has been hospitalized 3 times in one month. The first 2 times he had liver coma. The last time, with gastroparesis. Which put the liver out of action and thus a 3rd "ugly" liver coma.

Eventually, his Parkinson's began to take over. He began to have difficulty walking. He had difficulty eating and I had to feed him. This I did gladly, but cried within, as I ached so much for his sake. I don't understand why he has toenduregh so much.

https://seniorshop.dk/tallerken-steelite-stor260550g.html

When I first bought this plate, Lars refused to eat from it. "He didn't need something like that!" 

Lars has now asked me to find it. He has realized that he can't eat from an ordinary plate. This plate has curved edges, which cause the food to "fall" back onto the cutlery when it is pulled up to the edge. 

The 2nd time he was hospitalized, I learned that these bouts of lliver cirrhosis will manifest more and more frequently, in the time ahead.

He has now started on 2 types of medicine - as an experiment. There is no subsidy for them. But the hospital will apply for funding via the Danish Medicines Agency.

Here the last time, I myself was hospitalized! It was so surrealistic to lie in one place and know that my beloved husband was lying and fighting somewhere else. Our daughter went back and forth between us. At one point she took a picture of Lars, which made me so uneasy that I asked to be discharged. They didn't agree to that, but the doctors said that I could visit Lars and reassure him - if only I came back quickly.

We are now both finally discharged. Lars' numbers are stable, but not "normal".

As he is now to well to stay at the hospital, and not ready to come home, he has come on nursing home. He will be there for 7-14 days. It will be difficult for me, I would rather have him home. However, I am not trained to take care of him. The thought of overlooking symptoms that I should be responding to, scares me.

We know that the diagnoses (Dementia, Parkinson's, diabetes and liver cirrhosis), he has are all life-shortening. But it's hard to see the one you love having such a hard time.

Finally, thanks to everyone who has listened and helped us recently. Thank you very much.~

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Da vi begyndte at skrive om Lars' sygdom - for måske at åbne mere op om demens og Parkinsons svære rejse -  var vi ikke klar over hvorhen rejsen ville føre os hen. Der har været op - og nedture.

Desværre er dette en svært del af rejsen.

I den forgange måned har jeg flere gange haft lyst til at give op! Jeg har bedt og bedt om styrke og indsigt til at forstå meningen men hvad der sker omkring os.

Hvis jeg ikke selv oplevede det som sker, ville jeg tro det var enten overdreven eller fri fantasi.

Kort efter mit sidste indlæg, gik det helt galt. Kort sagt, Lars har været indlagt 3 gange på en måned. De 2 gange var med leverkoma. Her den sidste gang, med gastroparese. Hvilket satte leveren ud af funktion og dermed en 3. "grim" leverkoma.

Til sidst begyndte det at gå ud over hans Parkinson. Han begyndte at have svært ved at gå. Han havde svært ved at spise, og jeg måtte made ham. Dette gjorde jeg med glæde, men græd indeni, da jeg smertede på hans vegne. Jeg forstår ikke hvorfor han skal så meget igennem.

https://seniorshop.dk/tallerken-steelite-stor260550g.html

Da jeg første gang købte denne tallerken, nægtede Lars at spise af den. "Sådan en havde han ikke brug for!" Lars har nu bedt mig finde den. Han har indrømmet, at han ikke kan spise af en alm. tallerken. Denne har buede kanter, som får maden til at "falder" tilbage på bestikket, når det køres op ad kanten.

Den 2. gang han var indlagt, fik jeg af vide, at disse anfald af leverkoma vil blive manifisteret oftere og oftere i tiden der ligger foran os.

Han er nu begyndt på 2 typer medicin - som et forsøg. Der er ikke tilskud til dem. Men sygehuset vil søge om tilskud via Legemiddelstyrelsen.

Her den sidste gang Lars var indlagt, blev jeg selv indlagt samtidig! Det var surrealistisk at ligge et sted, og vide at min elskede ægtemand lå og kæmpede et andet sted. Vores datter gik frem og tilbage imellem os. På et tidspunkt tog hun et billede af Lars, som gjorde mig så urolig, at jeg bad om at blive udskrevet. Det ville man ikke gå med til, men lægerne gik med til, at jeg kunne besøge Lars og berolige ham - hvis jeg blot kom hurtig tilbage hurtigt.

Vi er nu begge endelig udskrevet. Lars' tal er stabile, dog ikke "normale".

Da sygehuset ikke kan gøre mere for ham, og han ikke er fuldstændig i stand til at komme hjem, er han kommet på aflastning. Der skal han være i 7-14 dage. Det bliver svært for mig, jeg ville hellere have ham hjem. Jeg er dog ikke uddannet til at tage mig af ham. Tanken om at overse symptomer, som jeg burde reagere på, skræmmer mig.

Vi ved godt at de diagnoser han har, (Demens, Parkinsons, diabetes og levercirrhose, alle er livsforkortende. Men det svært at se den man elsker have det så svært.

Til slut, tak til alle som har lyttet og hjulpet os den sidste tid. Tusind tak.

Some good news!

 

A different Christmas card!

I was looking at my digi-stamps. Suddenly I thought: There really is no need to have pictures on a Christmas card. Beccy makes so many Christmas texts that are beautiful to look at. These should be able to be a card in themselves.

Jeg sad og kikkede på digi-stamps. Pludselig tænkte jeg: Der behøver egentlig ikke at være billeder på et julekort. Beccy laver så mange juletekster som er smukke at se på. Disse bør være et kort i selv.

This tekst's from:
https://beccysplace.com/peace-and-joy-digital-stamps/

Finally - There is only good news in this update!

Lars has more energy than his has had in a very long time. This means he can do a little more, and wants to do more. He doesn't sleep as much - it's just so lovely.

Saturday evening he said: I want to go to church tomorrow. Can we do it? Of course!  It has been over a year since he last went to church. 

I felt so grateful to be able to sit next to him in church. After church, many members came and greeted  him. His eyes shone more and more.

When we got home he had lunch, but only ate a little - then he slept for 2 hours. It had taken a lot of effort to go to church. But never mind! He went to church, that's what mattered.

Lars has been to several tests in the past week, and all of them have shown a kind of "standstill". I will choose stagnation over deterioration at all times.

Thank you for joining us on our journey. We are really happy to be able to come up with a more positive update this time.

Der er kun gode nyheder i denne opdatering - endelig.

Lars har mere energi, end hans meget længe har haft. Det betyder han kan lidt mere, og gerne vil mere. Han sover ikke så meget - det er bare så dejlig.

Lørdag aften sagde han: Jeg vil gerne i kirke i morgen. Kan vi det? Selvfølgelig!  Det er over et år siden han sidst har været i kirke. 

Jeg er så taknemmelig for at kunne sidde ved siden af ham i kirken. Efter kirken kom mange hen og hilste på ham. Hans øjne strålede mere og mere.

Da vi kom hjem spiste han lidt - og sov 2 timer. Det havde taget mange kræfter at tage afsted. Men pyt! Han kom i kirke, det var det som betød noget.

Lars har været til flere prøver i den uge som er gået, og alle har vist stilstand. Jeg vil til enhver tid vælge stilstand frem for forværring.

Tak fordi I følger med i vores rejse. Vi er rigtig glade for at kunne komme med en mere positiv opdatering denne gang.

Look at his smile! He was so happy to be able to go to church.

Se lige hans smil! Han var så glad for at være i kirke.

The first potatos from our garden. Yummi!

Mums! Årets første kartofler fra vores egen lille have.

I wonder how big, our largest potato will be this year. Last year it was 400 gr. There's a long way...

Hvor stor bliver mon den største kartoffel i år! Sidste år var det 400 gr. Der er vist lang ven endnu...

I am in the process of freezing berries from the garden - in portions. It's for Lars' protein drink.

Now that he is not allowed to eat peas etc. anymore, I also make small portions of puree which I freeze. From left: peas/avocado/cream and broth. - cream - strawberry - blackcurrant - currant.

I use a recipe from the hospital. It is very similar to "koldskål".

Jeg er i gang med at fryse bær fra haven ned - i portioner. Det er til Lars' proteindrikke.

Nu hvor han ikke må spise ærter mm mere, så laver jeg også små portioner med pure som jeg nedfryser. Fra venstre: ærter/avocado/fløde og bouillon. - fløde - jordbær - solbær - ribs.

Jeg bruger en opskrift fra sygehuset. Den minder meget om koldskål.

What a night!

The garden is buzzing with life. If you are privileged enough to have a birdhouse, you also have the opportunity to follow the birds up close. I love being in the garden and hearing the day begin with just a few birds singing - to end in a heavenly symphony of birdsong. This card is made with a new digi stamp from Beccysplace.com.

Haven summer af liv. Er du så privilegeret at have et fuglehus, har du også mulighed for at følge fuglene tæt på. Jeg elsker at være i haven og høre dagen begynde med blot et par fugle i sang – for at ende i en himmelsk symfoni af fuglesang. Dette kort er lavet med et nyt digistempel fra Beccysplace.com

This new beautiful digi-stamp from Beccysplace.com are called:

Precious Memories. Here's a link to where you can buy it:

https://beccysplace.com/precious-memories-digital-stamps/

Also shared on:
https://kraftychickschallenge.blogspot.com/ # 26

It has been, for the first time, in a long time, a super nice weekend - no DRAMA!
That is until Sunday night.

This even despite the storm on Saturday evening/night. Only at night (approx. 00.30) did I have to go out in the garden and around our house, to if see if everything was all right. There had been some very noise/sounds... it turned out that our small greenhouses, where our 4 tomato plants are, had fallen over.

I got them back up, but when the first strong wind came, one fell over again. Up again - and with my arms protectively around them both, it dawned on me that I couldn't save them if I didn't do anything.

The plastic that made up the greenhouse was in pieces, but was still lifted up and down, depending on which way the wind came. I then decided to remove the plastic. I remembered that a friend, Gerda Nørgaard, had once told me that she had had tomato plants out in the open... now my little tomato plants had to show if they can withstand the wind... so I removed my protective arms, and removed what was left of the plastic that protected them. Now,we just have to wait and see.

I hd not planned to go to Church. I lacked sleep due to everything a few hours before. but when our daughter called and asked if I wanted to come, I said, I would love to.
It was lovely to participate in our church service, sitting beside her - I love her so very much. She has so many talents, but most of all I admire her for standing up for what she belive is right - even if ofthers do not agree with her. Time and time again it has turned out SHE was right.
Afterwards we picked up Mads, our grandson, he came to our house and played most of the afternoon. At one point he was playing Minecraft out in the garden. He has a wonderful imagination.

Later, while Lars and I ate a late dinner, help came from the Outgoing group fra the Nursing home: It was time for medicine and getting ready for the night.  We asked if it was all right, if Lars just got the medecine, and I would helphim later when we had finished eating.

Suddenly Lars started to cough, then his face turned deep red. He couldn't breathe!

All little tricks in the book didn't work, the helper even performed the heimlich maneuver on Lars - he just started to go limp - then 911 was called.

An ambulance came with the serine going, and right after came a doctor in an medical taxa. During approx. 5 minutes there were suddenly many people in our little home. Again the heimlich maneuver was performed and the 3rd time the medic team did it - they got a free passage.

So what happened? Lars has dysphagia after neck surgery for a herniated disc. This means that he has difficulty eating some things, as it get hidden in a "pocket" in his throat: rice, peas, corn, spaghetti etc. but also tablets. A large tablet had become stuck! It took a lot of effort to loosen it again. 

Fortunately, it went well. Lars was shocked and tired. He went to bed straight afterwards, but as he still had the urge to cough, he had to partially sit up and sleep. Today he is all right and we are thankful that he has not been hurt.

Take care of each other. Life is fragile. Be wise and be grateful for those around you.

I wonder if the tomatoplants will survive!
Tomatplanterne skal bindes op... mon de klarer sig?

There are many blackberries in the garden this year.

Der er mange brombær i haven i år

We don't lack peas!

Ærter mangler vi ikke...

Nu er 2. omgang løg på vej. Den første høst i år gav 96 løg fordelt på 2 bede
Now the 2nd batch of onions is on its way. The first harvest this year yielded 96 bulbs spread over 2 raised beds

The first flowers are gone, now we are waiting for the 2nd round- this time the colours will be more "autum" like.
De første blomster er væk, nu venter vi på 2. omgang i "efterårsfarver".

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Det har for første gang i lang tid, været en super dejlig weekend - ingen DRAMA! Det vil sige indtil Søndag aften.

Dette endda på trods af stormen lørdag aften/nat. Først på natten (ca. 00.30) måtte jeg ud og se hvilke ting der skulle reddes, for der var kommet så mange høje lyde... det viste sig at vores små drivhuse, hvor vores 4 tomatplanter står, var væltet.
Jeg fik dem op igen, men da den første stærke vind kom, væltede den ene igen. Op igen - og med armene beskyttende om dem begge, gik det op for mig, at jeg ikke kunne redde dem, hvis jeg ikke gjorde noget.
Det plastik som udgjorde drivhuset, var i stykker, men blev aligevel løftet op og ned, alt efter hvordan vinden kom. Jeg besluttede så at fjerne plastikken. Jeg huskede på at en ven, Gerda Nørgaard, engang havde fortalt at hun havde haft tomatplanter i det fri... nu må mine små tomatplanter vise om de kan stå imod vinden... så jeg fjernede mine beskyttende arme, og fjernede det der var tilbage af plastikken, som beskyttede dem. Nu må vi se...

Søndag havde jeg ikke planlagt at tage i kirke; så da vores datter ringede og spurgte om jeg ville med, sagde jeg ja tak. Det var dejlig igen at deltage i vores gudstjeneste (vi kalder det Nadvermøde, da det er her, vi tager del i Nadveren). Bagefter hentede vi Mads, vores barnebarn. Han kom hjem til os og legede det meste af eftermiddagen. På et tidspunkt legede han Minecraft ude i have. Han har en dejlig fantasi.

Senere, medens Lars og jeg spiste sent aftensmaden, kom der hjælp fra Hjemmeplejens udegruppe: Medicin og i seng.  Vi aftalte,  at Lars blot skulle give medicinen, så ville jeg hjælpe med resten senere, når vi var færdige med at spise. Pludselig begyndte Lars at hoste, derefter blev han dybrød i ansigtet. Han kunne ikke få luft!
Alle små kneb virkede ikke, så 2 gange udførte hjælperen heimlich maneuveren på Lars - han begyndte at blive slap - så blev der ringet 112.
Der kom ambulance med udrykning og en lægeambulance bagefter. I løbet af ca. 5 min var der pludselig mange i vores lille hjem. Igen udførte man heimlich maneuveren og 3. gang lykkedes det at få fri passage.
Hvad var det så der skete? Lars har dysfagi efter en nakkeoperation for en diskusprolaps. Det betyder at nogle ting har han svært ved at spise, da det gemmer sig i en "lomme" i halsen: Ris, ærter, majs, spaghetti mm. men også tabletter. En stor tablet havde sat sig fast! Der skulle mange kræfter til for at løsne den igen. 
Heldigvis gik det godt. Lars var chokeret, og træt. Han kom i seng lige bagefter, men da han stadig havde trang til at hoste, måtte han delvis sidde op og sove. I dag er han ok, og vi er taknemmelig for at han ikke har taget skade.
Pas på hinanden. Livet er skrøbeligt. Lev livet viist, og vær taknemmelig for dem du har omkring dig.

An opdate I hate to make.

This beautiful stamp is called: peace and joy 
It's from Beccysplace.
I'm going to make 10 of them. I really like this Winter digi-stamp.

Just a little update.

Over the last few weeks, Lars has been sleeping more and more; and he has been increasingly unclear.

A week ago, he began to get a yellow tone to his skin.
I called the outgoing team at the nursing home, and they send an assistant to look at him. She called a doctor. Together they agreed that an emergency nurse should be sent to our home. She could measure some values ​​that the assistent cannot.
When they were taken, the nurse consulted with the doctor, and together they agreed that Lars should be hospitalized.

Unfortunately, his liver is not working optimally again. He has a liver coma again - just like 1½ years ago. Luckily not as bad, because I spotted the yellow spots. 

We knew this would happen again. We are just blessed that it has taken this long.

Sadness that he has to go through this, is the feeling that fills me.
At the same time, I am grateful to live in a time - and in a country - where you can get help.

Unfortunately, a scan also showed that he has a fracture of L4 and a collapse further up the back. (this is not related to the lever coma).
The fracture is probably due to a fall he had a few weeks ago. As he was about to fall, he reached for a bookcase, which fell on top of him.

NB: He came home to day-jubiiii

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Bare en lille opdatering.
Igennem de sidste par uger, har Lars sovet mere og mere. Han har været tiltagende mere uklar.

For en uge siden, var han også gul. Han blev tilset af plejehjemmets assistent, som talte med en læge. Sammen aftalte de at der skulle sendes en akut sygeplejerske hjem til os. Hun kunne måle nogle værdier, som plejecentret ikke kan. Da de var taget, konsulterede hun med lægen, og sammen blev de enige om, at Lars skulle indlægges.

Desværre arbejder hans lever ikke optimalt igen. Han har fået en leverkoma igen - ligesom for 1½ år siden. Heldigvis ikke så slem, fordi jeg opdagede de gule pletter. 

Vi vidste godt det ville ske igen. Vi er bare velsignet med at det er gået så lang tid. Tristhed over at han skal det igennem, er den følelse som fylder mig. Samtidig er jeg taknemmelig for at leve i en tid - og i et land, hvor man kan få hjælp.
Desværre viste en scanning også at han har et brud på L4 og et sammenfald længere oppe i ryggen; hvilket ikke har noget med leverkomaen at gøre.
Bruddet skyldes nok et fald han havde for nogle uger siden.
Da han var ved at falde, greb han ud efter en reol, som faldt ned over ham. 

PS: Han er kommet hjem i dag, jubiiii 

I had to try to make an organiser to fit all my glue!

I took our grandson, Mads, out to a strawberry field. He had so much fun. He ran up and down the field, and of cause he had to taste the berries.

Congratulation my dear

Our son turns 38 to day! Happy birthday Jimmy.

At the same time congratulation to Lars. To day we can celebrate our 39th wedding anniversary today. 

I dag bliver vores søn 38 år! Tillykke med dagen Jimmy.
Samtidig et stort tillykke med dagen til Lars.  Vi har nemlig bryllupsdag i dag. 39 år er det blevet til.

Beccys place, Gnome style - sorry it can't be bought anymore.
Beklager, dette digi-stempel kan ikke købe mere.

Even though summer is just around the corner, this post begins with a Christmas card.

AGAIN it's a digi-stamp, from Beccysplace.com I encourage everyone to visit Beccy's webshop and blog. She is an amazing artist/designer. I am love her style: simple, warm and with humor. It is reminiscent of the Nordic style. I'm sorry that this stamp is a discontinued digi stamp. I use it a lot - I love it.
It's called Gnome Style. The card reminds me of one I've made before. This time it is simply mounted on a background called, in Danish, a herringbone style card. I learned to make these cards many years ago, precisely from Beccy. Now everyone is doing it! It is an economical card, because you use leftovers to make the background with..

The last few weeks have given us a taste of what summer can be like: hot, burning, rainy and super lovely.

The garden is starting to come alive with flowers - and yes, weeds.

Today it has rained, I appreciate the heavens opening and giving free water to crops and flowers.

I love my garden. I have a lot to learn. Fortunately, I have an amazing sister-in-law. She is willing to teach me. It has saved me many times.

I don't have green fingers. However, I have some plants in the living room that are growing well. Especially a couple of cacti. They are confused. They don't understand that it's almost summer. Usually they blossom in the winter months or around Easter. Yes, you guessed it, it's November/Easter Cacti.

November/Påskekaktus, Schlumbergera 
The one to the right, has white buds - it is the first time!!!
Den til højre, har hvide knopper, det er første gang den blomstrer.

My first attempt growing a Schlumbergera using leaves from an old plant!
Mit første  forsøg på at frembringe en Schlumbergera  som er lavet ved hjælp af stiklinger!

3 years ago my son-in-law gave me this plant. In Danish it's nick name's  'Mother-in-law's sharp tongue'. I asked him if he knew what it was called, he didn't. I told him... he offered to buy me another plant. No thanks, I was so grateful for his thoughtfulness. The plant belonged at our place. At the time he gave it to me, it was 20 cm (8 inches). Now it is more than 39 inches.  The plant is also called bayonet plant and Sansevieria trifasciata.

For 3 år siden fik jeg denne plante, ’Svigermors skarpe tunge’ af min svigersøn!!! Jeg spurgte ham om han vidste hvad den hed, det gjorde han ikke. Jeg fortalte ham det... han tilbød at købe en anden plante til mig. Nej tak, jeg var så taknemmelig for hans betænksomhed, så den plante skulle ikke ud af huset igen. Den gang var den ca. 20 cm høj. Nu er den mere end 1 mtr. 
 Planten kaldes også bajonetplante og Sansevieria trifasciata

I don't remember the name if this plant. This one, My son-in-law also gave me this one. 3 years ago it was approx. 6 inches tall, now it also is aboyr 39 inches.

Jeg husker ikke hvad denne plante hedder. 

Den har jeg ligeledes fået af min svigersøn. Den gang jeg fik den var den ca. 15 cm høj, nu er den næsten 1 mtr.

Lars is sleeping most of the day - again. That is, he is not awake much more than a few hours a day. His brain just needs to rest. Maybe it is because he has fallen several times, this past month. I'm starting to worry about going places - because he might fall when I'm gone. Yes, it happened once. It was terrible. He wanted to move something from a bookcase, and ended up having the bookcase fall on him.

He doesn't understand that he doesn't evaluate realistically anymore. Can I do this? Should I do this?
I talked to him about trying to think through what he wants to do.
He said us that he doesn't understand that we think he is sick! He believe he can do what he usually does. This is frightening! I know it's the disease, but it's still scary. I've been very worried. He has been more restless than usual. It seems there's a development in his illness.

Lars needs calm and predictability. That's why it doesn't help that I myself fainted twice and ended up in hospital. I had been given medicine I could not tolerate. The last time I fellI hit my head and got my first black eye!~

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Selv om sommeren er lige om hjørnet, begynder dette indlæg med et julekort.
IGEN er det et digi-stamp, fra Beccysplace.com Jeg opfordrer alle til at besøge Beccys webshop. Hun er en fantastisk designer. Jeg er begejstret for hendes streg: Enkel, varm og med humor. Den minder om den nordiske streg. Jeg er ked af at det er et udgået digi stamp, jeg viser, men jeg er vild med det.
Den hedder Gnome Style. Kortet minder om et jeg før har lavet. Denne gang er det blot monteret på en baggrund der kaldes sildeben. Sildebenskort lærte jeg for mange år siden, at lave, netop af Beccy. Nu laver alle det! Det er et økonomisk kort, man bruger nemlig rester til at lave baggrunden med.. 

De sidste par uger har vi fået en forsmag på hvordan sommeren kan blive: varm, brændende og super dejlig.
Haven er begyndt at komme til live med blomster - og ja, ukrudt.
I dag har det regnet, jeg påskønner himlen åbner sig og giver gratis vand til afgrøder og blomster.
Jeg elsker min have. Jeg har meget at lære. Heldigvis har jeg en fantastisk svigerinde. Hun er villig til at lære fra sig. Det har hjulpet mig mange gange.

Grønne fingre har jeg ikke. Dog har jeg nogle planter i stuen som gror godt. Specielt et par kaktusser. De er forvirrede. De forstår ikke at det er ved at være sommer. Normalt blomster de i vintermånederne eller omkring Påske. Ja, godt gættet, det er november/påskekaktusser.

Lars er i en soveperiode. Dvs han er ikke vågen meget mere end et par timer om dagen. Hans hjerne trænger til ro. Han er faldet flere gange den sidste måned. Jeg begynder at være bekymret for at tage nogle steder hen - for er han faldet når jeg kommer tilbage. Jo, det er sket en gang. Det var frygtelig. Han ønskede at flytte noget fra en reol, og endte med at få reolen ned over sig.
Problemet er, at han ikke rigtig forstår, at han ikke vurderer realistisk mere. Kan jeg gøre dette`Bør jeg gøre dette? Vi havde en snak om det, og han fortalte at han ikke forstår at vi mener han er syg. Han mener han kan det han plejer. Det er skræmmende! Jeg ved det er sygdommen, men det er stadigvæk skræmmende. Jeg har været meget bekymret for ham. Han har været mere urolig end normalt. Det lader til, at det er en udvikling i hans sygdom.

Lars har brug for ro og forudsigelighed. Derfor hjælper det heller ikke, at jeg selv er besvimet 2 gange, og kom på sygehuset. Jeg havde fået medicin jeg ikke kunne tåle. Ved det sidste fald slog jeg hoved og fik mit første sæbeøje!

Our son made pickled red onions! It was the first time he tried it. They taste wonderful!
Vores søn lavede syltede rødløg! Det var første gang, han prøvede det. De smager vidunderligt!